You just keep living.

We have a wonderful drama called “Call The Midwife” in the UK. Today’s episode was heartbreaking. Jenny the main character lost her boyfriend when after a fall that broke his leg and meant having the other amputated at the ankle, a blood clot killed him. The drama is based in the late fifties when the doctors did their best but medicine still had a lot to learn.

Jenny’s parting phrase as she takes compassionate leave is “I’ll just keep living until I  feel alive again.”

Sums up how I feel about my life right now.