I’m alive, pretty well for the most part, looking and feeling good. So today is worthy of a celebration, although it is more of a quiet nod of acknowledgment than a champagne party.
Here’s a review of my current health status:
- The myeloma is in remission. Hurray!
- I still have 100% chimerism. Hurray!
- All blood counts are within normal range (apart from slightly raised eosinophils, which can be indicative of Graft versus Host Disease, so no-one is concerned about them)
- Graft versus Host Disease [GvHD] continues to make my mouth dry, tight and sensitive. No treatment has worked, I still cannot cope with spicy or hot foods/drinks. Either it has slightly improved or I have adapted to it. It doesn’t bother me as much as it did previously.
- GvHD, in combination with being post-menopausal, also continues to make my vagina dry, tight and sensitive. I get some benefit from using Vagifem oestrogen pessaries, but mostly I just live with it.
- I had two smear tests. The first attempt was very painful, I bled and they didn’t manage to collect sufficient cells, so it had to be redone three months later. That was slightly less painful, with no bleeding and a successful collection. The result was clear. Hurray!
- I have had a successful mammogram. All clear. Hurray!
- For over six months, I have been experiencing tightness and loss of flexibility in my muscles, most noticeable in my legs and arms, but also affecting fingers and other muscles. It has been investigated, with no clear outcome. My consultant is now willing to consider that GvHD may be the cause (which is what I had said all along). I will write about this in more detail in another post.
- I am seeing a Physiotherapist to help with the muscle problem but I’m not impressed so far. He has never come across these particular symptoms before, so he has given me a sheet of generic exercises to do daily, but I’ve only done them once. I don’t believe they will make any difference.
- A recent MRI scan showed some deterioration of my T12, L1, L2 and L3 spinal vertebrae, most of which was evident in the skeletal survey carried out on diagnosis in 2011. A bone density scan was recommended however to check for osteoporosis. I’ve had the scan, but not seen the results yet.
- I have completed the full course of Zometa (bone strengthener). Over two years, I’ve had eight four-weekly infusions, then eight eight-weekly infusions. After that, the risk of osteonecrosis of the jaw [ONJ] is deemed too high to continue taking the bisphosphonate medication.
- Slightly more worryingly, my lung function has decreased over the past months, since the transplant. A CT scan has been requested to see if there is any lung damage caused by GvHD. The loss of lung function could just be residual effects from a recent cold virus. If it is GvHD, there is no treatment. It usually remains at the decreased level, but is unlikely to get worse.
- As well as muscle tightness, I have recently been experiencing aching knee and elbow joints, particularly at night and on waking. This is very new and I haven’t mentioned it to a consultant yet.
- I experience fatigue on a daily basis, usually feeling sleepy around 4-6pm, finding it difficult to do much in the evening, often sleeping for up to ten hours a night and finding it hard to get out of bed in the morning. It doesn’t really stop me from doing things I want to do, but perhaps it should…?
- On top of the fatigue is chemo brain: short-term memory loss, inability to retrieve words, almost impossible to multi-task, short attention span, difficulty concentrating and reading, etc. I’m reading (or trying to read) a book to help me manage it. More on this subject in another post.
- I am still taking anti-depressants. I weaned off them in the summer, but began experiencing anxiety again, so after discussion with my GP, I recommenced taking them. I now feel emotionally stable and will continue taking them for a while yet.
- After all the excitement over sleep apnoea/UARS mentioned in previous posts, I don’t use the CPAP machine absolutely every night, as it still annoys/upsets me. However I do use it if I’m sharing a room, out of courtesy.
- At an optician’s appointment, I found out that my eyes watering, which I thought was due to tiredness and fatigue, is actually a condition called dry eye. It is caused by Meibomian Gland Dysfunction. It is a common problem with age, although it can also be a side effect of taking Fluoxetine. Treatment is with an Eyebag and lubricant eye drops. I will write about the dry eye story in more detail in another post.
- Weird side effect of who-knows-which-bit-of-treatment is that my nose always runs whenever I eat, hot and cold food alike. I don’t have a cold or an allergy… just a runny nose!
- Daily, the prescribed drugs I take are Penicillin, Aciclovir and Fluoxetine. I add Menopace, a menopause vitamin supplement and have just started taking Omega-7 to help with the dry eye. According to the blurb, it may also help the mucous membranes of my mouth and vagina. I’ll let you know how I get on. In the meantime, I love how the added orangey-red capsules make my tablet boxes a lot more colourful.
And a quick review of my current activities:
- Tai Chi classes continue twice a week and I now assist the teacher with a new beginners’ class
- Volunteering for Citizens’ Eye Derby continues
- Following a Mindfulness course at the Nottingham Maggie’s Centre, a few of us continue meeting weekly or fortnightly to support our mindfulness practice
- I have started swimming once a week with a friend, usually doing a minimum of 30 lengths (half a mile)
- I recently participated in a Playback Theatre UK annual gathering and am looking forward to further training and workshops
- Having relearned to knit, I have begun a new project to make handwarmers – photos will follow when completed
- I proudly write a four-weekly column for the Nottingham Post newspaper and am looking for other writing opportunities to earn an income.
- I have my fingers in a few exciting, creative project pies, which are in various stages of coming into being. Life is exciting!
- I am not blogging much, which I miss, but somehow don’t find time, energy or head space to write, even though I have lots to share.
So, there we are then. Not the most riveting of posts, but I wanted to mark the day with an update, as much a record for myself as anything. I need to publish it now as it’s way past midnight and my anniversary is over. Roll on two years! Then I might have a more lively celebration.
In the meantime, I hope I can blog a bit more frequently. Any hints or tips on how to keep up with blogging regularly will be warmly welcomed.