Running To Stand Still – U2
My blood counts have deteriorated. Light chains and κ/λ ratio are both up, and my haemoglobin is down. My anaemia is getting more severe (and I don’t expect the drugs to help, in the short term).
I’m pretty alarmed to find that in my bone marrow biopsy 60% of the cells are plasma. If I didn’t have myeloma, it should be <5%. More than half of my bone marrow is myeloma. Yuk. No wonder my bones ache, my blood counts are lousy and I don’t feel great. (It’s also a substantially worse state of affairs than when I was first diagnosed, and this result would be a sufficient reason, in and of itself, to trigger treatment.)
But regardless of the blood counts and level of plasma infiltration, my bone pain is getting worse by the day. I’ve had to increase my doses of both oxycodone and codeine, to try to keep it at bay.
It’s pretty clear we need to get started.
Today is Cycle 1, Day 1. I’ve passed all the tests. Get set. And, we’re off. The finishing line, for this first part of the treatment will be late May, or mid July, depending on how I get on.
Here’s my typical weekly medication (I made a chart so I don’t forget to take things!)
And here, in 3D …
I’ve already taken my first load of DEX … a long night beckons …