My Heart and Head Hurts so Much


My head aches from too many thoughts
My heart hurts more than words can convey
Especially for those who’s hearts are overflowing with so much pain and sadness

I have so much to say, but for this blog… pictures will tell the story…

I don’t understand you stupid cancer

Diagnosed T-cell Lymphoma late Nov, 2014 
 Mom and daughters

Allogeneic (brother/donor) stem cell transplant March 31, 2015

last family portraits…

last beach ride, Ashley and Mom 
last beach trip, Jordan and Mom
last Christmas
cancer benefit color run
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Forever free:
May 6, 2015


My 5 year COH SCT Reunion
so very bittersweet…

I’m so grateful
But with a heavy, sad heart

I understand the meaning of “survivor’s guilt” …

Live happy, live well, and make a difference somewhere, somehow, with someone or something as often as you can!