Tomorrow I will be in Amsterdam for checkups and discussion. The RAD hasn’t worked in my feeling. The spot is getting bigger as far as I can tell and that is an ominous feeling. The side effects are hard to handle. I do not have enough faith to carry on with this cure.

What I should have now is Carfilzomib but in our country it is not yet available. Bad luck! In the past years Botezomib (Velcade) has done a lot for me, but because of the risk of Neuropathy my doctor chose a different option. That is what our discussion will be about tomorrow. Will I use Bortezomib again? In the meantime the test have started to use dendritic cells in Utrecht. A new blood-test is needed for that. My donor brother has already started by last week with blood-tests. What I need is a miracle.