Early days

Leading up to being diagnosed with Myeloma I was feeling very tired and wanting to sleep longer and go to bed earlier, this wasn’t me, I tried to find reasons and excuses for it, at first I blamed it on a bad cold, if I am honest with myself every day I was getting worse and I knew it but didn’t want to admit it. On the odd day that I felt a little better I would make myself believe I was on the mend.
For a sensible person, why didn’t I listen to friends and family???? Answer….. I was scared stiff.