Call for help … I may be losing a few marbles!

The large amount of steroids I am taking, and loving by the way, are certainly having an effect on my mental health and sleep. I am not yet sure if this is a good thing or not. I think Colin is also debating that one. Energy levels are certainly high, fridges defrosted and previously ignored cupboards are being cleaned out but… is our bank account! I am not sure I dare to admit this, with fear of comment reprisals and friends still working in psychiatric services (never mind my dear patient husband reading this), but I have just bid on 63, YES, 63 ebay items! I probably won’t win them all and I do have a sort of plan but just maybe……I may just be losing a few glass balls!

What will the girls say, and what will I do with all the designer shoes and clothes I am about to purchase? (Good job Kate is in Gambia rescuing donkeys right now) Why, well to set up a village, nearly new, designer girls party events sort of thing of course! Well it seemed like a good idea about an hour ago. And don’t fear too much dear reader as most of the items are in my size so I will have plenty of choices for all the parties and celebrity events I am intending to attend. I have my book signing do, for the book that’s not quite stated yet. My private exhibition, for the half finished pieces of artwork stacked up in the spare room and then of course there is my very own Hinxworth Festival birthday bash to consider plus I have heard on the grapevine that another invite as V.I.P’s to a celebrity concert is on the cards.

So you will have to make your own minds up dear readers.

I only hope that at my hospital review appointment today, the results from my first round of chemo and steroid super blastings will be enough to convince my dear consultant and team, that a continuation of the energy driving drugs is the way forward.

Wish me luck!

PH scores = 3
MH = 2 but that may be contrary to opinion!

O = brilliant 10 = serious health issues going on