Remaining Happy, When You Just Want to Scream

1.19.19

Hello 1.19.19.
So fun to type out 9’s! Yes, 9’s. 9’s representing 9 years of battling and living with Myeloma.

My topic of this post was going to be philosophizing about Happiness. Being Happy. Remaining Happy. Finding Happiness. Maintaining …

Because of You Myeloma, This Is Me Now

12.28.18

Wow! Today 12.28.18 marks the last of my on the 8’s posts (but NOT my last post for the year :))

For those that have been loyal followers for years, you know that I have symbolically posted on the days representing my number of years of surv…

9 Years Ago Today Reality Hit Me… First Bone Marrow Biopsy

12.18.18

Been in and out the bathroom most all of the day, and yesterday, and the day before, etc. The Radiology team wasn’t kidding when they told me I would “probably” have lower GI side effects for a week or 2 or beyond, since my lower abdomen, spi…

9 Years Ago Today- Hema What? Oncol What?

Hello 12.14.18

Wow, crazy… 9 years ago Today I had my First Hematology Oncology appointment. I hadn’t heard the word “Myeloma” yet, but judging by the serious looks and conversations on 12.14.09 … something was up…

And so begins the anniversari…

Rain, Radiation, Reality

Hello 11.8.18

You know that song… “It Never Rains in Southern California”…
Yep, it rarely rains when it “should” in drought stricken, fire ravaged CA , but when it does, it’s on days when super important things happen in my life,.. LIKE MY FIRST R…

Radiology Consult, Pills and more Pills, My Myeloma Life

Hello 11.28.18

And the anniversary countdown begins. Well it’s already begun, as this time of year, I can’t help but think of what I DIDN’T KNOW THIS TIME 9 YEARS AGO! Yes, Wow, 9 years ago, I was in the process of being diagnosed with Multiple Myelom…

Feeling Like Glass

11.18.18

Happy almost Thanksgiving everyone!

Thank you for all your kind comments, emails, texts, calls of support. Yes, body betrayal, no matter the disease, is so very tragic. My heart and head just hurts so much from everything we are going throug…

Just Too Much to Handle… I’m Really Not That Strong

11.8.18

Hello…

I’m just so exhausted, overwhelmed, kinda broken on several levels, hurting, aching, still coughing, mentally fried, and just overall beat up….

See, yesterday I spent most of the afternoon in Urgent Care for my hubby… I haven’t …