What The Heck Zometa! A Week of Fevers and Pain

Hello 8.18.18

Really Body? What’s up with all this torture? What did I ever do to you to deserve this backlash? Remember,… at this time in my life, we were supposed to be PLAYING, winding down my career, and chillin for a change? I won’t even list a…

No Way! Can’t Be Possible! I Have a Broken Rib!

7.10.18

What a day today! OMG! Getting my new bone strengthener Zometa IV, and then down to Urgent Care for consultation and Xrays on my painful Left side rib chest area, where I think I strained, sprained, tweaked, pulled, spasm-ed a muscle! I really…

Rib Pain Pain, Go Away… It’s Zometa Day

7.10.18

That term… “No Pain, No Gain”. Ha, Lie!! For me, pain is absolutely debilitating physically and mentally. No “gain” for me. Pain causes me to “rethink” my life when I am so incredibly miserable. I know pain has a biological, physiological pu…

8 Years Ago Today, SCT Anniversary Birthday!

Hello 7.5.18

8 years ago Today, I received my cleansed and cancer-sanitized Stem Cells back into my Myeloma ravaged body. I am proud and thrilled to still be here, able to tell my story and be as “functional” as I am, thank you to modern medicine, ama…

Yes Myeloma, You Own and Control Me

6.28.18
Hello end of June!

I have so many different directions I could take this post. My brain whirring like a summer fan. My thoughts are continual, non-stop, my questions persistent, my shock and awe still ever present. I just can’t stop thinking a…

Eating to Feed Me and Starve Myeloma… Ha!

Hello 6.18.18

Confession time…
I broke out of my myeloma bubble and went to Country Concert, and I ate horribly all day long!

I actually wrote this late Saturday night, 6.16.18 , as I took my 40mg Dex steroids early morning, so I’m tired physica…

Just The Facts. A Hole Bunch of Numbers

6.8.18
Hello Everyone. Hope your June is beginning happy!

You know my status from my previous “Holey” posts, so I’ll just give you the stats today :))

Darn you IgA, stop climbing!

A little perspective from where I was

just before beginn…

So Many Questions

Hello June!
6.4.18

Just a quick update before my regular 8’s post :))

Even though I’ve been whining about how fragile I feel, do you think I’ve changed my life??  LOL NO!  Still doing animal and ranch chores, doing all my “regular” things, …

Feeling so Fragile

5.28.18

Hello Life…
This crazy life of mine, ours…

I’m still obsessing on my Holes. On my Lytic Lesions. On my Plasmacytomas. On my holey bones. On how my perspective of my self, my body, my life, my longevity, my journey with Myeloma has now cha…