Worries

The results of my PET-CT scan were not encouraging. The spots had increased in number and size. Not that I was surprised by this, it was as I expected. You can feel your own body and it tells a worrying story. The pain increases slowly, but my pain-medication is still sufficient. It doesn’t mean that the dendrites don’t work or haven’t worked, that’s too soon to tell. We must wait three more weeks, after a new PET-CT scan to see how things stand.  Until that moment I will see if the pain is bearable. There is a possibility for radio therapy. It will not cure me though, it will only be used for pain killing. I might do that but for that I will go back to my Amsterdam hospital.  This does not look good. Worries worries…