Daisy RIP

Tonight my dearest cat Daisy died. Her death-battle lasted almost a week. She was very brave and purred every time you gave her some attention. I’m happy she didn’t hide out in the garden. I found her this morning in the garage under the table behind some crates ...


Beautiful Day

When I read my national newspaper on Friday, my eyes feel on a pagebig article on de the cd of  Wieb Zigtema. Pleasantly surprised, because Wieb and me we played in several band in the en of the seventies. Wieb lives in my village, so we meet on occasion in the supermarket ...


Tattoo

Since yesterday I have my first tattoos. Three small dots, enough for me. Furthermore I have been decorated with fine purple stripes. After my intake and CT scan I have been marked for the the radiations that are to come. I will be called soon for the schedule. I look forwar ...


Thankful Thursday – 18 Months Post Transplant

On March 28th it was that time again...time to head out to the Duke ABMT Clinic for a visit with Dr. Gasparetto. Though deep down you are always a bit anxious, praying for continued complete response and no detectable M-spike, we also always look forward to seeing the same f ...


Update

Yesterday I had my 3rd chemo. For me it was a glorious day, because I was self-supporting. For the first time in weeks I drove to  Amsterdam by myself. It was very rewarding. When I got home I was tired but quite pleased with myself. Since about a week I´m on a continues d ...


It just goes on…..

When I was just considering that things were going in the right direction, spot 2 is ruining my easter-weekend. Spot 1 had had radiation and spot 3 was taken along in that action. Spot 4 is a plasmacytoma in my liver, which I can’t feel. I have the feeling that spot 1 ...


Don’t Worry About Every Little Thing

Spring morning burn pile = instant catharsis. A week ago Sunday, I awoke early as usual. But the ordinary did not awake with me. Lights glowing on my computer’s printer spun in circles. My forehead was damp. Queasiness played with my belly. I closed my eyes and took some d ...